God's Judgment

I received word yesterday of an enemy of God's design being held in jail for harboring possessions. I still have a hard heart for the situations which tore my family apart, but for God's judgment to begin being distributed after so many prayers and sacrifices, I rejoice. I see now God's hand at work and I see His will to be so much more accurate than mine. I do not know what the next step is in all this, but now that my faith is gaining sight I will shout to all who told me to forsake God and fully walk away from the fire in my heart, "My God is God and I will praise Him forevermore!" Encouraged that nothing can defeat Him and so glad that within His care and protection my enemies will fall. I have no battle that is not His. While at times He may use me in the fight, my best move when it is too personal is to step aside and let God win the fight. God is awesome in His timing, perfect in every aspect of His will, and nearly comical in His ways. I have waited and struggled with His dealings in these matters, watching as hearts were broken, mislead, deceived and diluted. Watching children suffer the sins of their parents till there was very little left. Having anger and vengeance trying to settle in my heart as I restrained myself from taking the fight into my own hands. Now God gives me a glimpse of His workings, so that I may know He is answering my prayers His way, not that He gives me full sight, but just enough to begin lifting my struggle. He lets me peak into the workshop not to see fully what is being made, but to catch the edge of beauty some fine detail that reassures me of a grand and extravagant masterpiece which by His design someday I will see. He has gone to prepare a place for me with His nail scarred hands and thorn pressed brow, His sweat and His tears in every intricate detail.